They like to build up your hopes just to tear them down again,
they like to commit just so they can break their promises in front of everyone,

you do this to me, yet i can't replace you.

What if your soul mate's soul mate isn't you?

Is missing something you had worse than missing something you have always wanted yet never had?

It seems as though at least when you had something you know what your missing...

its worse not knowing.

You see me sitting alone in the corner, but do not come and say hi
you notice the twinkle of water in my eye but you offer no support
why do you do nothing why am i alone, if the roles were switched i would help you....

What bothers me about you, is that you take away that happy ending the movies promised to me.

your the reason happy endings make me cry sad tears.

I hate how you text me about needing hugs, when you go to her for everything else, when you have found "the one".

how is she the one when you come to me still?

Have you ever had to sleep on a wet pillow?
how bout dreaming your drowning only to wake up and your crying?
how bout going a week with out making another cut?

I cant remember the last time this didn't happen.

You might not be my best friend, i might not even know you but if you see my pain and their effects, why wont you say anything? ignoring makes the cuts go deeper.

just ask me how i am... or if something is wrong.

I took my jacket off, showed my arm to the world...
you chose to look away, you ask about the cut on my finger but not the ones that cover my wrist.

just ask about it... make me tell you... I want you to know

When someone jokes about loving me, i begin to see how much i dont have. i desire the lies so that i can avoid the truth.

i live for love lies.