They like to build up your hopes just to tear them down again,
they like to commit just so they can break their promises in front of everyone,

you do this to me, yet i can't replace you.

Oops i wore short sleeve instead of long
oops i dyed my hair black to hide my face
oops i i didnt wash off my tear stained face
oops i didnt clean the blood
oops i cried to loud

-- how can these all possibly be mistakes...

That single tear drop
that one that drowns my heart
the one that scares me.
that very tear drop that has forced me to
do something i have never wanted to
that single tear drop is now red.

Messages from you saying, i wont rest untill your happy, is there anything i can do to make you happy? we will be friends for ever i love you your my best friend. did you think they would make it all better? Leave her...then id be happy

To be happy again; a phrase i would do anything for. a phrase others take away with out care. a phrase that is so easy to advise to someone. one that is so hard to follow. happy, is now how i feel when i sit in the dark, and only see red

If you really wanted me to be happy... you wouldn't be the one who took that feeling away.

I trust with my feelings
i trust with my cuts
i trust with my heart
you kill with out care
i cut with out feeling

How hard is it to take a hint? ending everything with ... love you Buddy, i love you (as a friend that is) you dont have to worry about me you have another to worry about. why cant you understand that I LOVE YOU not as a friend but more?

How the heck do you expect me to put a smile on when i cant even bare to look at you, at me, at this house, at the world with out crying. so you can take that smile and shove it up yours because its not going on my face.

Im blamed for everything even though its not my fault
i get mad for being blamed and with in seconds im told to get rid of that Attitude
i get blamed for being sad.

YOU ARE WHY IM ALWAYS SAD!

but just go ahead and blame me. you will anyway