Sometimes, there's no next times, no time outs, no re-do's, no second chances.. sometimes it's now or never.

Hold me close, or not at all. Catch me now, or watch me fall.

The last time I hugged you, if I knew it would have been our last, I would have never let go.

Unlike him, I can't just walk away; forget what we had because it's not that easy for me to let go of something that was once a huge part of my life. I guess, unlike him, it actually mattered to me.

There will always be those akward times where we look at eachother, and remember how things used to be.</3

If I walked away,
would you follow me?
If I ran away,
would you come find me?
If I told you I loved you,
would you say it back?

Do you know what it feels like.. to [[smile&&laugh]] but on the inside be completely B R O K E N ?

The last time I smiled, was the last time I was in your arms.

Take my hand; hold it tight and never let go.

I'm feeling nervous
Trying to be so perfect
'Cause I know you're worth it

-* Things I'll Never Say by Avril Lavigne