It's strange when it feels better to just be alone.

Maybe if my heart stops beating it won't hurt this much.

When I see you smile & know that it's not for me, that's when I miss you the most.

He looked up at me and smiled
& for a second, something in the world was right.

It's been two years daddy..

It's my fault you're gone, i miss you daddy.

Just one last fear,
Just one last tear,
Just one last breath,
& an overdose to my death.

You know you're a complete failour when you fail at commiting suicide.

Every night I cross my heart & hope to die;
but it never happens.

I need to know that it's possible for two people can stay happy forever.