So many people are looking to me to be strong & fight, but I'm just surviving. |
I keep trying but i just end up falling apart ; i keep on living even though the things keeping me alive are breaking my heart. |
Losing your first love is like waking up from an overdose & realizing you're still alive. |
You don't even know me anymore & you don't understand anything, so don't jugde. |
There are things that u don't want to think of, but u can't even foget it.. |
When she holds you, |
I've been waiting for my dreams to turn into something I can believe in. |
Sometimes, there's no next times, no time outs, no re-do's, no second chances.. sometimes it's now or never. |
Hold me close, or not at all. Catch me now, or watch me fall. |
The last time I hugged you, if I knew it would have been our last, I would have never let go. |