You have lost me million times before but now i feel more lost than ever.

The truth starts to hurt but after a while it starts to kill.

Losing someone is bad. But losing someone you love is ... the worse.

I saw your face all sad and droopy, next time I saw you was in Heaven.

Loving someone as much as I love you, hurts but having that person not love you the same, hurts even more.

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Inside I'm broken .. outside you cant tell.

I cut, you cry. What do I do? I cant stop. All I get is yellin at me when I cut but I cant do anything about the fact YOU are the reason why I'M cutting.

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I only smile, around the family, to make them notice something isnt wrong. and if they really knew me, they would look at me and tell me to tell the truth.

I totally thought you loved me and I thought we would NEVER fight again.

I try to cover everything up. i try to cover up my face from all the horror and saddness but hey, why me?