I thought saying goodbye would be easy, but then I realized walking away from what we have was tearing//me//apart.

The hardest thing i ever heard you say was,
"I dont think we should be friends anymore"

You called my love destruction, but at one time you thought my love was peaceful and all you needed.

I'll let you know when I come back to myself and let myself love once again.

Part of me doesnt know where to start, you said start over but i just dont know how.

You told me to make a wish,
and I closed my eyes to wish for you.
But then I realized even though I wish, it could never happen..

And he said to her in her time of need,
"He wont let you go, If he truly loves you the way he says he does, in time he will come back to you."

Somehow I didn't know what you meant when you said "forever"
or how to even believe it.

Your never here when I need you, even though you promised you would..

I'm scared to hold you in my heart,
because I know once you get there I could never let you go..