You kept leading me on to so much
making me believe i could do anything i wanted...
You are the puppeteer of my life
you have made me what i am today...
Everyday i see your dreadful face
A look of despair i see in your eyes...
Where have you gone?
Where am i...
Sitting here on the floor
a knife in my hand...
So much pain
but she holds it all in...
I hold a smile everyday
just to show you I'm OK...
So many memories
each of them fading...
As you held me tight in your arms
i wanted to freeze the perfect moment...
The clock is ticking
time is running out...
You pulled me back away from so much
you crushed so many dreams i have had...
Why? I ask myself
How come i cant get over it...