You think it's easy
To sleep in this cold bed...

I am entangled in these thoughts of forever
Knowing blindly how controlling they seemed at the...

She looked back only to see lost promises and an...
There was nothing but the brutal beating of...

These feelings run out of my head
And on to paper stained with blood...

And I waited hours for the calls
Just to know what it felt like...

Last night in the midst of crying tears of pain I...
I caught myself wishing you were here...

I keep holding on to something
I never had the chance to grasp...

I force myself to look in the mirror
To see ugliness follows me everywhere...

Whatever walks through my heart will always walk...
Carrying only memories, only images far from home...

I count down the hours with each of my tears,
It's been days since I've felt a dry cheek...

The truth about heaven
It's dark and gray and cold...

I could say that I tried
But you'd shove it in my face...