Two days later mama called me
"Guess what I've got in store for you&quot...

We're never half full,
Always half empty...

Haven't slept,
Afraid to dream...

Hiding the tears behind my smiles,
Putting away the pain in safe kept files...

I thought tears were blue,
How come mine are red...

I felt my heart breaking as I sat down to see
The things you had carelessly written to me...

Take it away
Every last ounce of pride...

** I know it's long, but if you have time, please...
I watched you from a distance...

No matter how many poems I create,
Or how many times I write...

These are my words, perfectly detailed- incomplete
This is my heart, lying, bleeding at your feet...

Some of us came flawed,
Some of us came alone...

It's been the hardest five long years,
And it just keeps getting worse...