I love you, I hate you,
It's all too close to tell...
Bloody tears and salty wounds,
Are all these eyes can see...
Desperately Calling
Out to a voice...
She takes, she grabs,
Never gives...
I followed you home,
Walked in your steps...
I still recall the day,
And your few last fading hours...
I totally couldn't think of a title...
Your blunt comments and predictions...
Take my words and twist them,
Turn their meanings inside-out...
Suicide nothings,
Alive inside tombs...
We're never half full,
Always half empty...
Haven't slept,
Afraid to dream...
Hiding the tears behind my smiles,
Putting away the pain in safe kept files...