I have my share of pain,
And I hide it with a mask...
The rain was falling fast,
The wind was blowing hard...
A bed of roses, Real yet untrue,
A bed of roses, Beautiful and few...
I know that you're unhappy,
I can see it in your eyes...
You hear her scream,
But you just ignore...
If you just looked into my eyes,
There's a lot that you would see...
The people here are cruel,
Their words are cold and bitter...
... [I'm so unsure of everything right now, and I...
Tonight's the night I take the knife...
This is who I am
And as sad as it may be...
I don't know how I got here,
But I can't find an escape...
It's been the hardest five long years,
And it just keeps getting worse...
You try to pretend you're different,
But you're just like everyone else...