Begin your sentence with the words of betrayal, I...
When I suffer from reckless oblivion, I'll pretend...
I hope that when you touch me
You understand it's your last time...
I want to steal those words of hate and shove them...
And as the lights go out at night, I'll let the...
Tainted black and painted white
Lying stained on the floor...
I could say that I tried
But you'd shove it in my face...
I felt my heart breaking as I sat down to see
The things you had carelessly written to me...
The truth about heaven
It's dark and gray and cold...
I used to convince myself that it didn't hurt to...
Until you came along...
I force myself to look in the mirror
To see ugliness follows me everywhere...
I keep holding on to something
I never had the chance to grasp...
Do you know you lied to me
Do you comprehend what I say...
And I waited hours for the calls
Just to know what it felt like...