I turn up the music as loud as I can
And scream into the receiver...

16 years, such lifeless years
Tears of pain within...

I take my razor
And clench it tight...

These feelings run out of my head
And on to paper stained with blood...

Last night in the midst of crying tears of pain I...
I caught myself wishing you were here...

- This is a story, and yes, it's pretty long...
You took what little faith I had in trust and...

Screaming in denial to ears that refuse to listen
Staring at a bloody knife, watching it as it...

Whatever walks through my heart will always walk...
Carrying only memories, only images far from home...

It was the way you left me waiting in a dream...
It was the way you walked slowly over my heart, as...

The sun paints itself across the sky in the...
And some days I don't move...

I tried to say the words you wanted to hear-
But hard silence bit my tongue...

You are vicious my dear, you are vicious
And you come at the hardest of times...