Ever since you've gone
I've tried to hide the hurt...

Replace the blade with ice
Feel its coldness sting my arm...

I want to destroy you
The way that you destroyed me...

Chemical in my system
Effecting my brain...

Ice is getting thinner
It is starting to thaw...

I spoke the words I did not want to say
And as a consequence pushed you away...

Emotion eludes me in this numb state
In a trance of emptiness I am swallowed by the...

I can feel myself falling into despair
Reaching for your hand but it's no longer there...

Whispers my name in the dark
Its hypnosis sets me in a trance...

Who is holding me to ransom?
Who is raping my soul...

Stealing your words
Claiming your thoughts as his own...

I want to make things better
But I do not know how...