You are changing
You are changing...

*Not my best but needed to vent*
Blanket of fat covers these bones...

Knife to the skin
Convictions in doubt...

I remember,
Crimson lines in criss-cross pattern...

I want to destroy you
The way that you destroyed me...

Greasy hair
Chapped lips...

I wish that I could change you,
Mold you into what I want you to be...

Ever since you've gone
I've tried to hide the hurt...

Made a bad decision,
Wish I could take it back...

I love who you use to be
The person you were when you were young and free...

Guilt and anxiety
Inner pain the agony...

I want to make things better
But I do not know how...