I sat just listening
To the music on the radio...
Some things feel simple
When, truly, they aren't...
Feelings rush through me like
Nothing wants to be inside...
I like to think that we belong.
We know those among us...
I'm sitting in the dark,
Looking off into the endless void...
I glance at you,
You don't glance back...
Christmas dawns early, for winter, at least.
I wake up, looking forward to my presents...
Imagine what would happen if I had not met you!
I'd always be just staring...
Why is it that when I
Start truly caring, you begin...
I used to crave the attention of others
I cared what they all thought...
I sat staring
Out across the lake...
April 6, 2008
Is the day that I will always hate...