Dedicated to Alex Gonzales:
you took a piece of my heart when you moved and I...

No one understands who I really am
I'm not perfect...I'm only human...

The rain is pouring like the emptiness of my soul...
Its left there in a puddle and it wont fade away...

A seed is planted deep in my soul
It has no water therefore it don't grow...

I wrote this poem for when I'm just sad and all...
Breathe in Breathe out...

Hold me like you care hold me like I'm there but...

You get in my system but it takes a few weeks to...
They say I'm a little happier than I used to be...

The look in your eyes describes something more...
The words from your mouth are just what we...

Looking back on what I call my past
I realize your ONLY my past...

I'm marooned and walking near the edge of the...

I would like to say Im happy
but words only mean so little...

Problems in my past effect my everyday.
Dilemma and my hopelessness comes from everything...