& I'll be praying to the big guy tonight, asking for him to place you back in my life. I've never put so much hope into anything before

I just want to sleep my life away.. Atleast in my dreams, nothing hurts.

Somewhere deep down, I knew you were only temporary.

Why does life have its ways of giving you what you've wanted for so long.. at all the wrong moments.

I want to hold you so close, I feel your heart beat with mine.

I put it in your hands & only pray you know what the right thing to do is.

Looks like when you think its finally time to stop waiting, your never truly done.

I used to pray everynight, that you would be alright. & it looks like, i'm going to carry on praying for awhile.

I just want to know, if i'm waiting for something real this time. Or is it just another dream? I'm slowly losing what hope I have left for this.

I've spent so many nights trying to hold onto our memories. The other day it all seemed so close, now I don't know what to do.