Whyd you let me fall
you knew id never stop...
Are we close enough friends for you to see what...
You step behind me and look right through me...
I'm burning holes in the back of your head
i know you must feel the flames from my eyes...
Today was unexpected,
Yet it happened all the same...
Will you lay down flowers
when you stand over my grave...
My dear friend,
It is the anniversary of your death...
I sit upon this bed alone tonight
for hours i kept to myself and cried...
Everyday I seem to wait for the day that you'll be...
Everyday I seem to die, a little bit, and I know...
Running.
Laughing...Crying...
Walking alone, pondering thoughts
wanting to smile but holding it in...
It hurts my heart just thinking about it.
You had a whole life ahead of you...
I hold the bottle to my lips
as i take the blade out of the drawer...
We called ourselves BFF's,
Best friends forever, and ever...
What a friend I have
So i thought or am I...
Feels like we're falling apart
I miss you more and more each day...
Your laughter speaks the loudest
And you tell me that you're fine...