I will be okay,
I smile and tell my self "go day by...
Do you think Im
Beautiful...
Your never hear.
but the wormth of your heart is neer...
Walking alone, pondering thoughts
wanting to smile but holding it in...
The lullabies you used to sing to me have gone...
if growth was death I'd stop...
Strawberry red dripping from my lips
Where you kissed me with bloody lust...
I'm the shy girl with the glasses.
A hopeless lover...
Do you want me
Do you care...
I want to be the one you hold each and every day .
I want to be the one you need every single way...
And this anger wells up,
Trying to escape...
A year we were together,
Now its over, oh so fast...
Every time I look at you,
I lose track of time...
Bruised,abused,broken,and used,
left alone in the cold, no one wants me because...
I study the night
with all my attention...
Last night i saw someone that i didn't wanna know...
While standing there in silence she just looked...
It comes from deep down inside
An emotion that some try to hide...
~*~tears fall from my face as i think about the...
Your finger tips run across my skin
Soft lullaby's whispered...
There's an emptiness inside her she wishes to fill
a loneliness that seems to overtake her will...