Falling.
To death...

Succumb to your deepest desire,
a desperate love...

Screaming into eternal suffering without a voice...
Cold fingers curling around hands that have gone...

Write away my life with absolute resolve,
Later to realize I've written gibberish...

Look beyond the looking glass,
walk beyond the crowd, the guilty mass...

When I laid eyes on you, for the very first time
My life got in order and I felt fine...

I loved you forever (even though you were never...
I cared for you in every single way (but you left...

Mornings I wake to see my love
Warm, alive, breathing...

I gave you my wrists and the knife
and now I wait for you...

The warmth of the days seems to be my coldest
To feel the sun's warmnth but still feel the cold...

Shakiness of the hand,
shallowness of the breathing...

Eyes as cold as winter night
Skin like the snow...