i am a sophomore at smoky valley high school in lindsborg, kansas. and i have been threw a lot in my 16 years. most consider me having a ruff life. my life changed after march 30, 2007, after my suicide attempt, it just got so ruff i wanted to give up, bt i am here and glad about it i guess. sometimes i still wish i would have died, bt i get over it. |
I look to the sky
Wishing to God...
Heres to the past
I knew it wouldnt last...
They think i beautiful
they think i am happy...
I am slowly dying, losing my grip
The world keeps spinning as I lose my breath...
I fake a happy face,
so you don't see me cry...
Lets play a game, |
Forever ended short.promises were broke.lies were told.and my heart shattered...</3...soo much for happily ever after |
One night while lying in bed she dreams the phone rings and his voice is on the other side. He whispers he loves her and all his secrets then she realizes its not a dream :) |