..and there is enough pain a girl can take

IS THERE ANY WAY DAT I COULD CHANGE DA PAST? AND ERASE ALL DA BAD MEMORIES DAT WE HAD AND START NEW?

Ive tried to ignore the pain that this whole thing causes me,but this is the point that i just cant bear it anymore!

Boy i know that all the guys are the same,and we both know that you are too,but after i lost our friendship my friend tells me to forget about you,but i cant idk why mayb because i love you, i miss you or both

Its so hard for me to see you at school only if its for a second or even less cuz everytime i see you i can feel a tear rolling down mah face.

(TRUE STORY)

Everytime i see you i look away and think why did i let this friendship go to waste.

I cnt help 2 read dat conversation over & over again. Especially dose hurtful words that say "i thought it was some joke i wasn't serious"
dats when a tear falls down my cheek every time.
4rom poem A SIMPLE JOKE..tell me what you think

It doesnt really matter any more right? U've gotten what you wanted. Now you just walk off & leave and pretend this never happend right?

Why when ever i like a guy and im with my one of my best friends the guy always tells me, you know she is so weird,loud and acts like an easy person in a way and that they dont really like in a girl but yet he ends up falling for her?

She walks down tha hall...linking arms with her best girls..smiling and laughing. Just pretending not to see him.. but secretly she wishes he loved her. just as much as she loves him & the truth relly is shes dying inside