I laugh out loud and turn around, then i see you there and all my fake happiness goes you see me what i am what i feel and tears run down your face. what have you done

I turn away my face once again shrouded by pain. My friends ask if i feel alright. they know somethings wrong, i lie to them again assuring them I'm fine. when they walk away i run to the bathroom stall .

No one knows I'm here i cry my eyes overflowing with pain, everyone says you can get over it, it was just a crush. they don't know what i feel like

Its not like some one left its like they died
your name is no longer in my book
not scribbled next to "i love" on my page
i have no evidence you ever existed only my memories
the strongest of all

I would forget you if i could
but who can decide what they dream
and dream i do.

Whenever you need me...... i'll be here for you no matter what ..... even though we're not together we can still remain friends.... maybe one day , bf/gf... who knows?

Just watch me fall
just watch me bleed
just watch me cry
just watch me leave

Cee ya later aligator
after a while crocodile
okie dokie artichokie
ok im getting tired of saying good bye

GOOD BYEEE

Your mom

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