You are the guy i fell for. |
I love someone. |
Im not one of those freaks, |
I'll never understand. I wont ever know. Why cant you see? My heart aches.. and i think i want you to be with me. only me. It confuses me too, it is way too soon. But this love for you, my boy, its true. |
I think about you every second of the day, |
"do you ever have feelings of not measuring up?" they ask me "do you ever feel like your not good enough?" inside i say, failure is my life. |
"..all I can feal is every little piece of my heart breaking." |
Why do i feal so whole, yet feal so weak? Why do I feal like the world is turning its back on me? |
My heart has gone numb, will you speak to me- so it can be like normally? |
I Guess today I finally realized, Im not; nor ever will be as strong as I use to be. I never knew how strong I was, untill being strong was the only choice i had left. |