My heart has gone numb, will you speak to me- so it can be like normally?

I Guess today I finally realized, Im not; nor ever will be as strong as I use to be. I never knew how strong I was, untill being strong was the only choice i had left.

My heart;
Broken and bruised-
I dont know how..
But somehow I got through.

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You can only be strong so long, before you break. </3

Falling apart,
Please help me, dont let me down.
I need you now; I need you!
Hold my hand, understand.
Is this what you wanted?
Is this what you wished?
For me to fall so hard like this..

Guess its worth it in the end,
I guess what we had, was just pretend.
I loved you; I needed you.
But you left me,
and everyday I regret-
Every single word i've ever said.

"I considered myself strong, untill I realized all you wanted was to see me fall.."

"True friends will let you follow your heart. True friends will let you fall when you want to fall apart. - they'll let you cry when you want to cry, but they'll always be standing there- by your side.."

"Theres a point in life when you just STOP caring and the world STARTS to make sence.."

"Im guessing all you ever told was lies. Im guessing you enjoyed watching me cry. Im guessing you knew I really wasnt strong. All you ever wanted, was to watch me fall.."