The quiet seeps through as it calms my nerves
Quickly I counter what purpose this serves...
Verse 1:
Looking out the window, she See's you standing...
You said you loved her, that she was your number...
Too bad it was all a lie, and now you are gone...
Laying in bed, lost inside my mind,
[Don't go! Quick! Look behind...
Little sister,
Oh little sister...
Set me free from this demon inside of me.
Lets re-create, re-write and re-live it all...
The merical of love created a bundle of joy
throw showers and parties to get new clothes and...
I have no place
In this place...
Hey there girl
can i ask you a question...
I went to school today
Two hours too early...
There's a noose around my neck
There's a gash upon my wrist...
They are all outside, they don't know my pain
I'm all alone, and it drives me insane...
Look in her eyes
what do you see...
Feel the anger
taste the death...
Sometimes at night when everything is quiet
I crawl within the walls of my sanctuary...
Thick blood
thin tears...
First one in awhile. I know, I'm rusty, but tell...
As i feel the blade slip into my skin
the tears slip out the corner of my eye...
Maybe next time,
when you tell me just how much...
There will be no roses on my grave
No one to give me a headstone...
I've watched the world falling away,
The fluorescent colors fading to gray...
In this classroom i sit alone
away form others, on my own...
Like a blade through butter
You sliced through my core with surgical...
"Stop it pleaase!"
She yells while getting beat...
Dawn has come.
I watch the sky...
They learn how to kill
Against their own will...
Ready to die.
I pick up the knife...
"Hello Mr. Scissors and
Ms. Razor Blade." I see you...
Shhhhhhh
Listen, listen...
Her eyes are swollen
her cheeks bright red...
I look at my arms and legs,
and feel a surge of hate...
Sitting at the dinner table, they ask you about...
You start complaining on and on how nothing goes...
A little girl
on the floor...
I'm left wide awake,
From all I'm forced to take...
You wouldn't believe it the first time "yea...
For some reason, you don't react. You can't react...
A boy and a girl,
The best of friends...
I say i believe in you
But yet i feel like I'm so far from you...
I'm looking for your hand
I need you here...
God is....
my creator...
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My sweet and precious child
you've stolen away my heart...
Do you ever look in the mirror
Wonder how you turned out like this...
She was my best friend
We were sisters...
Just a normal day
Go to school...