Part Of me is against gOin near yOu cOz she likes yOu..and even thOugh i tOtaly understand hOw she wOuld feel, i cant help thinkin i deserve this tiny peice Of happyness\\x..

..x we get On well, but i hardly even knOw yOu, thOugh i cant help wOnderin what it wOuld be like tO kiss yOu :-O thOugh i knOw its wrOng cOz she likes yOu x..

..x// Our eyes were made tO see, nOt tO cry :-) \\x..

..x// just realised im Over yOu :-O and yOuv realised it tOo, nOw that the spells been lifted i think yOu like me ;-) \\x..

X// yOu say yOu dOnt feel the same but yOur eyes tell a different stOry + sOon yOur head will fOllow yOur heart \\x

..x// yOu dOnt tOk to me fOr ages + then just when im beginnin tO get Over yOu..yOu decide tO get clOse again + fuk up my wOrld \\x..

TOday i lOOked Out the windOw,saw the sun fOr the first time and months and felt sO happy..like it was a new beginnin..and this beginnin just doesnt have space fOr immature..im finally happy with amazin friends..

..x// i used tO think the best feelin in the wOrld was when i was with yOu but nOw the best feelin in the wOrld is nOt carin abOut yOu atall \\x..

..x// finally learned hOw tO stOp cOmparin every bOy to yOu..nOw i compare yOu tO they guys and laugh at yOu for bein so immature + stupid tO have let someone that lOved yOu that much gO \\x..

..x// tOday i admitted to sOmeOne fOr the first time that i didnt actually lOve yOu back then..i just thOught i did..and u dont know hOw goOd it feels to be truthful in sayin yOur not a part of my life anymOre + im sO glad\\x..