..// I can finally say im Over yOu..truthfully..thO i think yOur still gonna have that -effect- On me the next time i see yOu \\..

..x we get On well, but i hardly even knOw yOu, thOugh i cant help wOnderin what it wOuld be like tO kiss yOu :-O thOugh i knOw its wrOng cOz she likes yOu x..

Part Of me is against gOin near yOu cOz she likes yOu..and even thOugh i tOtaly understand hOw she wOuld feel, i cant help thinkin i deserve this tiny peice Of happyness\\x..

..x//i knOw yOu want me + i tOtaly want yOu so it seems like its perfect but she wants yOu tOo\\x..

..x// wOuldnt it be kind Of excitin if we had tO sneak arOund..it makes me want yOu mOre :-(

Im the happy, bubbly one whos never serious + just loves to get drunk and make them laugh, but doesnt anyone wonder why i drink, why i make you laugh? i hide everythin so well. but sometimes..like tonight, i just feel lonely...

TwO years agO i knOw i wOuld never have imagined myself in this positiOn..nOt lOving yOu.but nOw i cant imagine gOing back twO years and lOving u like i did.

After all the tears, heartbreak and confusion - hes came along and suddenly everything is so clear and i can smile again :) !

//* Oh boy u ar everything ive always wanted but now i have us, i still compare it to me + him. Even tho when i was with him, i dreamed of him being like u. I just dont know what i want *\\

- i dont kno if i want him or you. Or if i want to be with him, but have him treat me like u do. Or be with u and have u be more like him -