..x// "Here dO yOu want sOmethin special?" |
..x// tOday i admitted to sOmeOne fOr the first time that i didnt actually lOve yOu back then..i just thOught i did..and u dont know hOw goOd it feels to be truthful in sayin yOur not a part of my life anymOre + im sO glad\\x.. |
..x// finally learned hOw tO stOp cOmparin every bOy to yOu..nOw i compare yOu tO they guys and laugh at yOu for bein so immature + stupid tO have let someone that lOved yOu that much gO \\x.. |
..x// i used tO think the best feelin in the wOrld was when i was with yOu but nOw the best feelin in the wOrld is nOt carin abOut yOu atall \\x.. |
TOday i lOOked Out the windOw,saw the sun fOr the first time and months and felt sO happy..like it was a new beginnin..and this beginnin just doesnt have space fOr immature..im finally happy with amazin friends.. |
..x// yOu dOnt tOk to me fOr ages + then just when im beginnin tO get Over yOu..yOu decide tO get clOse again + fuk up my wOrld \\x.. |
X//..And finally there he was..The One..he just marched alOng and changed my life..the past dOesnt matter cOz ive fOund my future..\\x |