TOday i lOOked Out the windOw,saw the sun fOr the first time and months and felt sO happy..like it was a new beginnin..and this beginnin just doesnt have space fOr immature..im finally happy with amazin friends..

..x// yOu dOnt tOk to me fOr ages + then just when im beginnin tO get Over yOu..yOu decide tO get clOse again + fuk up my wOrld \\x..

X// yOu say yOu dOnt feel the same but yOur eyes tell a different stOry + sOon yOur head will fOllow yOur heart \\x

..x// just realised im Over yOu :-O and yOuv realised it tOo, nOw that the spells been lifted i think yOu like me ;-) \\x..

..x// Our eyes were made tO see, nOt tO cry :-) \\x..

..x we get On well, but i hardly even knOw yOu, thOugh i cant help wOnderin what it wOuld be like tO kiss yOu :-O thOugh i knOw its wrOng cOz she likes yOu x..

Part Of me is against gOin near yOu cOz she likes yOu..and even thOugh i tOtaly understand hOw she wOuld feel, i cant help thinkin i deserve this tiny peice Of happyness\\x..

..x//i knOw yOu want me + i tOtaly want yOu so it seems like its perfect but she wants yOu tOo\\x..

..x// wOuldnt it be kind Of excitin if we had tO sneak arOund..it makes me want yOu mOre :-(

Im the happy, bubbly one whos never serious + just loves to get drunk and make them laugh, but doesnt anyone wonder why i drink, why i make you laugh? i hide everythin so well. but sometimes..like tonight, i just feel lonely...