TwO years agO i knOw i wOuld never have imagined myself in this positiOn..nOt lOving yOu.but nOw i cant imagine gOing back twO years and lOving u like i did.

After all the tears, heartbreak and confusion - hes came along and suddenly everything is so clear and i can smile again :) !

//* Oh boy u ar everything ive always wanted but now i have us, i still compare it to me + him. Even tho when i was with him, i dreamed of him being like u. I just dont know what i want *\\

- i dont kno if i want him or you. Or if i want to be with him, but have him treat me like u do. Or be with u and have u be more like him -

~ it scares me how much u need me baby. tho ive always wanted someone to need me so much. i guess i dont feel worthy of ur love, coz one day, god knows when - i feel im going to have to break ur heart to live my life ~

DONT LET THE FEAR OF STRIKING OUT - KEEP U FROM PLAYING THE GAME :-)

X//..And finally there he was..The One..he just marched alOng and changed my life..the past dOesnt matter cOz ive fOund my future..\\x