The worst feeling isn't being lonely....
its being forgotten by some one you could never...
Maybe it'd be better if I dropped off the earth,
Maybe reborn, this time perfect at birth...
Can't you see,
I'm falling apart...
All the joy we shared
Gone like mid summer rain...
The earth cuts through my feet
as i walk down the road I've chosen...
Wasting away this life I was given
Each breathe is one I wish I never had...
Close my eyes, block out the world,
let all my pretenses fall away...
I cry in the middle of the night, so nobody hears
I smile during the day, so nobody sees...
Depression..
it chokes me...
I wasn't planned
Always to be the mistake...
Looking back on when we first talked
It makes me laugh because I think about on the...
Its pine, wood and oak I smell
Garden of Eden in which we stroll...
Born in beauty,
Caressing night...
In a mirror of truth
i can see that it's was...
I really want us to last
So I just sit here and take it...
Where does the love go
when goodbyes are said...
Elements Of Nature By Day And Night
Clouds, flowing through the sky...
I trusted you with my life
you told me you loved me...
Isolate and alone
Lost in a world of dreams and memories...
Have you ever loved somebody but they're nowhere...
You miss their touch, you miss their voice, their...
Sitting here I am trying to put all my emotions...
My flesh I know that I do battle...
I'm confused about what i believe in.
i don't know if i believe in love anymore...
Farewell
My body forced to turn into the opposite direction...
Eyes pouring,
my heart suffocates slowly...
Memories are all that remains,
Of a perfect love gone wrong...
Now contemplating
you're like a knife in my heart...
Just living day to day...
lost in an ocean...
Between us both, there is something I lack...
Look at my heart, that ain't just a crack...
Sitting up all night
Crying over you...
You're sorry for what you did
and your sorry about what happened...
My Love Is Now Closed
For The Time Being...
I tried very hard to understand you
but it is a very difficult task for me...
You promised me
That you would stay...
I can feel the urge
take over me...
You told me i was the one
but now she is the one...
So many tears of stories left untold.
Many fears I have to let go before I get to old...
Tears and sorrow fills my eyes joy no longer lives...
How can I say this painful word to someone who...
The doubt the ruin and the end
That was all from you...
Your slowly killing me, twisting my words, feeding...
...hope...
Theres a lot i have to say
but i don't know how to say it in a way...
Youre the one, who makes me cry,
Youre the reason I start to lie...
My heart has grown so strong,
For someone like you...
Every night when I'm going to sleep
I cry thinking of you...
Hidden Scar's
Your love to me is like a scar...
I think about you night and day,
And if you love me in any way...
As I sit here starring at my scars I think living...
My memories are painful giving up is my only...
Sometimes crying is all I know how to do
Reminiscing on the past...
What did I have to do?
I didn't really know what would happen then...
An innocent heart loves without question
A misguided heart takes the wrong direction...
I wish I could be anything but me
like a tree or water something, anything...
When you left my day turned into the darkest night
Without you nothing ever again will feel right...
I'm throwing away everything
Just starting over new...
You were the other half of my heart,
I couldn't go one day without your smile...
No more tears will i cry.
My eyes are now dry...
Words screaming in my head
tears behind my eyes...
The knife cut hard,
the knife cut deep...
By Mheimhei
In the beginning, we were such good friends...
You said you will always be mine,
You said we will always be together...
I have fought, long and hard
Kept my pride and stood tall...
Sitting here alone in the dark.
Crying all because of you...
You said that time would ease my pain,
But I still hear the voice of death calling out my...
For this heart you've left behind
I have drown and killed it with fears...
I duck my head when i saw you
from a distance of a mile or two...
Why do I miss you?
everything seemed too good to be true...
I miss you
it hurts to think of everything we went through...
Ah Love, Love, Love
Love define as a strong feeling of affection...
Everyday I see you walking by,
you can't even manage a simple "hi"...
What to do...
I'm lost without you...
This broken heart of mine, never seems to heal,
I can never get away from this nightmare that...
Covered in blood,
trying to stand...
I feel in your eyes you have something more than...
Wipe away those heavy tears and soon you will see...
As i layed there with the phone in my hand
a tear comes down my face as i stand...
Careless emotions fly high above the clouds
nervous heartbeat red in the face...
I sit in a corner falling asleep,
dreaming of hell and wishing to weep...
I sometimes wonder what makes me feel this way,
Why everytime I see you my legs start to sway...
I walk across the park with my head held up high
While gazing upon the noon sky...
A lonely shell
A long way from home...
I so very joyous
Overwhelmed with glee...
Love is never found, never seen nor heard,
Hearts are silent here, they never speak a word...
In a world this complex
Where do i belong...
Darling,
I can't stand the state...
With the jaws of love,
Prying open your heart...
Sitting here safe, a tear runs down the side of my...
i can't help but think, of you in that terrible...
I spent a week in pure despair
because i took a deadly dive...
The setting sun smeared blood on high.
In crimson red, the sky there lie...