You smiled when I cried. I laughed when you lied. You hit me when I was down. In the end, I pushed you to the ground. I thought you always knew to never play games with a girl who can play them better than you.

Look. I still hug my teddy bear because he is the only one who is constant. I am absolutely terrified because yes, I like you, ok? A part of me just wants to run away from you...but another part just wants to fall until everything feels right.

I am shipwrecked in the shores of your shadow.

See me, smile at me. Smile at me, Meet me. Meet me, text me. Text me, call me. Call me, see me. Kiss me, hold me. Hold me, sex me. Sex me, take me. Take me, leave me. I won't fall in love again.

I think you can see me. I'm brightest to you when I want to hide. I want to run to far...But you make me feel alive. The poison of your company is seeping into my veins. I can't...I won't fall in love again.

A studio? Yes.
A Mercedes? Yes.
A trust fund? Yes.
Reservations at a 5 star restruant? Yes.
A horse? Yes.
An indoor-theater? Yes.
A 3 carrot diamond? Yes.

...You?...No.

I despise the power you have over my heart.

I use to think you were so strong. It was as if nothing could add weight to your shoulders...Then you fell for me.

<3

There seems to be a slight malfunction in the strength I claim to retain. : )

I don't need your hand this time. I'll save myself.