How much blood loss does is take to die? [More than I wish to find out] So why am I still here waiting? [Because I'm in love] The Army is fun and has a lot of good things. But it's also very controlling. I'm on break right now! I'm in top-shape as well. It's nice ;) She said, "I don't hate you, I just want to save you... while there's still something left to save" I told her, "I love you girl, but I'm not the answer for the questions you still have" |
It's starting again, I can feel,
Coming on so strong, it's unreal...
So cold, I'm gasping for air,
Reaching out for a hand thats not there...
Take my hand - it's always waiting,
Waiting for your warm hand to hold...
I thought what I was doing was right,
I was being led on by my own deceptions...
I lie on the ground,
and stare into space...
Speckles of sand fall from a roughly unshaven...
as sunset's tears bath scattered shipwrecked...
A small thought twists and spirals into a dream
Passing lost memories, lies, and hopeful wishes...
I wish I could see you the way I once did
But the new me hates the old you...
I'm leaving traces... (no one will know)
Walking in circles... You continue to follow...
I just can't get over losing you...
Instinct is dragging my heels in the dirt...
My stupid heart keeps breaking and leaving pieces hidden behind. So when I'm fixing it and picking up the pieces, I don't get them all. Instead, I keep caring about things that I can't control, or that have hurt me... |