"If I was confused... would you make...
I ask her with words written in a letter...
Straight ahead is a light no one can see,
Far off in the distance where hope lies...
Patiently I watch as my world is shattered,
Pieces falling from every recollected memory...
Shaking from the softest touch of wind,
Lying underneath a tree for protection...
Make me yours forever,
Taken o'er broken lies...
I can't take this feeling,
Laying here staring at the ceiling...
How many more tears will make you know,
That I've shed more than my fair share...
Wallowing in a sorrow that consists of lies,
Swallowing all of them - each one more tasty...
Why is misery smiling at me from far away?
Does he know something I'm failing to see...
Distant glances from close friends fade,
Farther into a well-know false destiny...
Jealousy and hate consumes us all,
I was just another setup for a fall...
It hurts, like a knife in my chest,
Failing even though I tried my best...