How many dreams does it take,
To make a girl like you...
He's so smart, charming, and refined,
And when he smiles you go out of your mind...
Take these words for what they are,
Let them cut you and create a new scar...
I've watched the world falling away,
The fluorescent colors fading to gray...
Sometimes I feel alone and then-
Oh no, I've lost my thoughts again...
This dream was never meant to be true,
I've created a lie, and then it grew...
It hurts, when I'm broken on the floor,
But this has happened many times before...
Will you just get off my back,
Can't you see you're smothering me...
I've tried to avoid you,
I ran away with my heart...
The torture is propelling,
My mind is compelling...
They take turns, stabbing me one by one,
My vision goes black, I no longer see the sun...
I'm left wide awake,
From all I'm forced to take...