I slammed the light shut and began to cry,
I turned off my bed and watched the sky...

Sometimes I feel alone and then-
Oh no, I've lost my thoughts again...

It's starting again, I can feel,
Coming on so strong, it's unreal...

Sweetie it's ok - just hold me longer,
No don't worry - our love is stronger...

When I'm alone I put on a smile,
It's my form of a deceitful guile...

Smile to me sweet love of mine,
A warmth I only wish to bare...

I can't disassociate myself from this endless...
I feel like I'm smothered in a diminished...

I smile and say, "Hi",
As another person passes by...

Tired eyes linger on a lost trail,
A beaten path walked without consent...

Sunlight breaks the new day,
I've just read your letter...

Take my hand - it's always waiting,
Waiting for your warm hand to hold...

I can't take being me,
It's not fair I'm so slow...