It is the worst pain to lose a best friend.
When you are the one that caused it.

I think it wouldn't hurt so bad if I killed my best friend. No instead I hurt her so bad that sorry is never going to be enough.

Your not the one to blame, just cuz you weren't there to drive him home. It still isn't your fault. It isn't his either. He left and it is no ones fault.

You said you would never leave.
You did you left me here alone.
Wishing to see you every day.
Wishing that you would have been
The one person who kept their promise
The promise that you will always be here.
But you didn't you left.

Miss me a little,
Miss me a lot,
Miss me forever,
Or Miss me not...