A mug lies before you
filled with coffee...
I can whisper to you all my
inequities and...
Dear Boy:
Well I'm writing this because I know you're out...
I am the pain within, i am the drunk who took your...
i am the AIDS bestowed on a young boy, i am the...
Into the darkness,
I'll cry out...
Your hearts beat faster,
when u remember me...
I.am.bored.somebody chizzel away this stoic...
the light isn't coming through for me.a shady...
Will you still love me tomorrow?(Nove - Otto)
Years welcome with wrinkled embrace...
Please love , dry your eyes ..
There's no reason for you to cry...
Love me WITHOUT fear, for i will not leave you
Love me WITHOUT doubt, For i will be honest...
I write out the notes,
that spell you my life...
Heart fluttering as tender kisses I taste
Sweet scent lingers as I lay in your embrace...
Eyes closed in contentment
As you wrap me in your embrace...
If you will be my eyes, I will be you tears
Warming your cheeks, calming your fears...
I wonder if I'm all alone,
or if its just the silence of this home...
How cruel is a heartless promise,
now that you don't feel for me...
I am I am
right where I outta be...
Behind this smile is a girl who once had so much...
So many tears saved...
Going back to the way I used to be is harder than...
It hurts to forget and everyday it brings a new...
That forgotten feeling,
When memories can only be held so close...
With so many knives in her back
How is she meant to stand up tall...
If I could just say,
you're the first person I've ever loved...
To my dearest friend David
An encouragement given long ago...
Still I cry when I think of you,
Alone, where nobody can see...
Every song I play will remind me of you, but...
Every book I read will remind me of you, but...
Will you?
Will you try to change me...
Snow lay upon the rose
One early winter day...
Slowely I sink down into desolation
Slowely my mind numbs to the thought...
I know now that Sorry is just a word
and in my case one I have worn out...
A picture of the time when you meant something
Is nothing more than lost...
Fight after fight, quarrel after quarrel
Good times and bad...
Dear Heart,
I met a boy today...
I didn't think much of it, going out that night.
But i never knew a party, would turn into such a...
Be it not that I chose this path
Or followed blind along love's wrath...
My blood runs cold the tears I weep
Are for the promises I could not keep...
I once use to have a face
And a place I could retrace...
Do you ever get that feeling that
no matter what you do you just can't hack it...
Confusion
Betrayal...
Laugh
oh gorgeous one...
Fate, my dear
Not just a word...
There are these times,
when i break down and cry...
I'm at a loss of words right now
Cause its so hard for me to say...
Dissolving passions,
With leaking actions...
An empty page,
full of empty feelings...
Isn't it funny how things work out?
Isn't it so god damn hilarious when they don't...
I am the student
Fighting the tears...
I'm so scared to love again
because i loved someone before...