Dear Self:
You have been hurt so bad in these last few years...

That year is now a blur
A simple unforgettable mistake...

When i wanted approval
you shut me down...

I'm here!
I'm right here...

And these days...
Well, nothings right...

Empty... Empty, dull and empty
She stares into those parlor walls...

The snow starts falling all around
I am lost and can't be found...

The one who is worth the heart break; would never...
So I've heard, love is work and relationships...

And i keep coming back to you
'Smack...

I'm looking for someone to love me
Kiss and hold me tight...

I need consistency
I need you to care all of the time, not just when...

Maybe if I hadn't been so dumb
Maybe if I hadn't made you so numb...