When i wanted approval
you shut me down...

Dear Self:
You have been hurt so bad in these last few years...

Falling back into this depressive state
I know this will always be my fate...

"And in a series of kindness there is at last...
My only friend, the only one i've ever had...

Empty... Empty, dull and empty
She stares into those parlor walls...

This constant upset
I can't get it to go away...

And these days...
Well, nothings right...

I can say quite honestly
I don't know much about this world that we...

I lie in your bed
I lie in your embrace...

This pain in my jaw
Travels up through my neck...

E mpty
F alling...

She sits at home
And wonders...