"And in a series of kindness there is at last...
My only friend, the only one i've ever had...

Empty... Empty, dull and empty
She stares into those parlor walls...

I can say quite honestly
I don't know much about this world that we...

This pain in my jaw
Travels up through my neck...

You see sometimes, I am happy, I smile, I laugh
And you can bet; it's real...

I need consistency
I need you to care all of the time, not just when...

The one who is worth the heart break; would never...
So I've heard, love is work and relationships...

Today i met a boy...
And he showed me how to live...

I lie in your bed
I lie in your embrace...

So nervous on our first date.
Clammy hands; i contemplate...

I'm not good at face to face
My heart beats faster, double pace...

Dear Self:
You have been hurt so bad in these last few years...