I Wake Up a.l.o.n.e.
I Drive To School a.l.o.n.e.
I Eat Lunch a.l.o.n.e.
I Drive Home a.l.o.n.e.
I Watch TV a.l.o.n.e.
And Then I Go To Bed A.L.O.N.E.

(I can't stand to be alone)

& I just want some one to hold me...

You hit me again...
It began to bruise again...
It was a shaped like a heart...
He must love me!!!

))>Right?<((

And i just want to be able to look at him and say:
There is a girl out there who likes you, who wants to be with you, who thinks that you truley are great.
And you don't even seem to notice...

(it's me)

Oh and to be able to forget e.v.e.r.y.t.h.i.n.g would be the best thing...

----->*Abuse stops here!*<-----

'SMACK'
(I don't want to go back)

-from my poem "He Loves Me... Right?"

The fight and sadness is on the inside, burning up in my soul, bleeding it's way out of my wrists and spilling out of my eyes...

Behind closed doors,
In bathroom stalls
Behind my long bangs and glasses
And underneath the make up.

-From my poem "I'm right here"-

Hey i just got back from a third world country and had the expirences of my life. it was a life changing trip and i will never be the same. check out some of my new poems it would mean alot!!
-Hilary