So tip that bottle back and keep my memory fading...
The one thing you love more than me...
Has always been your DrInKiNg! :)

When is it going to be just M.E and Y.O.U?

And now at the end of the day... I lay down to rest... and blame this on you... I'm only as good as my fathers best...

From My poem -Your Best-

And i'm completely lost, theres nothing left to do...
i'm scarred cause i know your still in love her!

And to survive on my own
I have to be OK all alone....

I'm crossing my heart and hoping to die
I slit my wrists and out bleeds my lies...

This person i've become scares the sh!t out of me!

You push people away... when you need them the most
i tell people i need them and i'm not ok... and they still walk away.
you want someone to notice your upset without saying anything
i want someone to stay when i tell them...
I Am Not Ok

I'm living not to lose you.. while your dying to forget me...

I'm the best at making the worst decisions! :(