Behind closed doors,
In bathroom stalls
Behind my long bangs and glasses
And underneath the make up.

-From my poem "I'm right here"-

I Wake Up a.l.o.n.e.
I Drive To School a.l.o.n.e.
I Eat Lunch a.l.o.n.e.
I Drive Home a.l.o.n.e.
I Watch TV a.l.o.n.e.
And Then I Go To Bed A.L.O.N.E.

(I can't stand to be alone)

When will I be happy again?

You know that I really mean it when I say "i'm sorry"
I didn't mean to break your heart...
But i guess your just better than me

One pill to go to sleep
One pill to stop the pain
One pill to dry my tears
One more pill will stop all fears

A kiss is just a kiss
Until its with the one you love
A hug is just a hug
Till its with the one your thinking of
A dream is just a dream
till it comes true
Love is just a word
Until proven too you
*not mine*

And your exactly what I needed...

Right here...
Right now...
I Am Not OK!

I miss L.O.V.E....

This is not OK...
I can't live this way!