When i wanted approval
you shut me down.
When i wanted to smile
you made me frown.

(From my poem I Wanted To Smile)

If you never loved me all along
Why didn't you just tell me?
You didn't have to beat me...

You can't change your man, but you can change your man...

Today, it will end
Yesterdays before i had to pretend
Tomorrow will be a fresh start,
Because today, today I'll walk away

(from my poem Shouldn't Love You)

I pulled every last piece of you out of my heart, put it in a box, and burried it at the bottom of the deepest ocean...

As I lie wide alseep
The world is sound awake

Dear Self:

You have been hurt so bad in these last few years
And cried one hundred to many tears
Your resolution: to hide all fear.

(from my poem Dear Self)

Santa gives more to rich kids then to poor kids...

I'm not supposed to love you anymore...

The last boyfriend i had got another girl pregnant and never told me...

The boyfriend before that liked to get drunk and beat me...

Please don't be like them... I really love you and i'm scared your all the same...