Where were you when the lights went out?

This house is a place where tragedy happens to often...

They were right; I'd never change
So is this death beautiful or is it strange?

I'm in a million little pieces
& I've been scattered everywhere...
I won't know who I am until I find myself!

Feeling completely empty
i wish the world could see
what they are doing to this world

Why do i make you matter so much?
When i matter so little?

There's nothing left for me on this earth...
There's nothing for me to be proud of...
There's no one for me to love...

I try so hard... and nothing :(

I believe in people
I don't believe in faith
I don't believe in a higher power
& I don't believe in me...

When will i ever sleep again?
when will i smile?
when will some one hold me?
when will i no longer live alone on this forsaken earth?