I am greatful for the boy who has always been there... but never been a boyfriend... so he will always be there!

I've been waiting here for 9 months for you to come back...
While your trying to make up your mind.
One day i won't be waiting,
One day you'll of ran out of time...

(come back i miss my tubby)

I want a P.U.R.E love
Lets start over
Lets start everything over...

No matter what happens past, present, or future...
You'll be in my heart, i love you now and forever

(from my poem Now and Forever)

So today two girls in my high school got into a fight: The one girl broke the others neck and she died instantly infront of 50 students :(

(ayone else think some things wronge with this world?)

I didn't know how much i had lost
Until he walked away and never came back.
I didn't know how much i loved him
Until he didn't love me anymore.
I broke his heart it lies dead on the floor.
He'll never come back
His face won't come to my door.

I'm going to:
_____Laugh till I Cry
______Live till I Bleed
_______& Love till I Die

I could tell you I miss you more than words can explain...
But thats not exactly true I just need the chance to see you again!

My goal; one year of happiness!
114 days of happiness--- 246 to go

(I can do this!!?)

And the sad part is out of the billions and billions of people in this world... i'm still lying here alone... :(